kelly<3clifford

wow

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 22:56:00 GMT

YES, I am still alive!

so much has happened since the last time I updated this thing.

well any who, today I went back to school cuz the spring semester started and ooh boy am I going to be over loaded with school work and all this other crap. I just started going to this hip hop funk dance class lastnight that is every wed night I don't know if I can keep going to that because of all this crap I am going to have to do for school. ooooh boy!

well I am still in love with my lovely boyfriend Gary!!<3

well until the next time I think of livejournal and update again

<3

something to do

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 16:36:32 GMT

[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I've run away from home
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3,MP3 cd player
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I like Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I have/had "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation
[ ] I ...love Spam.
[x] I cook well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I ...love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow ...pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 ...pills at a time no problem
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a ...relationship
[x] I've gotten lost in my own city
[x] I've seen a shooting star
[ ] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[ ] I Had a serious Surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] Kissed a Stranger
[ ] Hugged a stranger
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] Been to a ...casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Broken a bone
[x] Cried to a friend
[x] Skipped school
[x] Flashed someone
[ ] Done a split
[x] Played spin the bottle
[x] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Kissed a member of the same sex no tongue
[x] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Shoplifted
[x] Been set up by a friend on a date
[x] Lied to a friend
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[x] Saw someone dying
[ ] Been to Africa
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[ ] Eaten Sushi
[x] Been snowboarding
[x] Been Skiing
[x] Met someone in person from the internet
[ ] Been to a motocross show
[ ] Lost a child
[ ] Gone to college
[ ] Graduated college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[ ] Taken painkillers
[ ] Had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now

well that was ... fun? hehe

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 21:54:33 GMT

it's amazing how stupid people are!

boredness

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 04:53:47 GMT

General Facts
1) Name on birth certificate?: Dana Marie Fischer
2) Birthday?: 5-26-86
3) Height?: 5'6"
4) Eye color?: blue/yet they change a lot
5) Hair color?: brown
6) Hometown?: Toms River
7) Birthplace?: CMC
8) School?: west dover/inter west, hs south
9) Screename(s)?: litlepumknhead
10) Email address?: dolphinlovr52686@comcast.net
11) Do u have a website?: nope
12) Nicknames?: daner, day, d, d-day, daner doodle, dane
13) Siblings?: none
14) Zodiac Sign?: gemini
15) Phone #?: haha
16) Address?: TR
17) Makeup?: sometimes
18) Do u tan or sunburn in summer?: tan
19) Religion?: pescapalien/don't know how to spell it obviously
20) Church?: don't go

Favorites
18) Quote?: "whatever is good may not be the best"
19) Type of music?: country/punk/hip-hop/and other stuff
20) Book?: of mice and men
21) Ice Cream?: mint chocolate chip
22) Color?: pink
23) Number?: 7
24) Sport?: football/vollyball/baseball
25) Celebrity?: jennifer anaston
26) Vacation Spot?: fla
27) Soda?: seiara mist
28) Food?: chicken piccata
29) Fast Food?: wendys
30) Radio Station?: 107.3 cat country
31) Breakfast Food?: french toast
32) Candy?: skitels
33) Music Group?: less than jake
34) Song?: over and over
35) Jeans Brand?: arizona/old navy
36) Clothes Brand?: old navy/pacsun
37) Shoes Brand?: dc/vans/etnies/globe
38) Scent?: dream angels/divine
39) Animal?: dolphins
40) Hangout?: thunder bowl/garys
41) Chips?: salt and vinager
42) Game?: clue/life/battle of the sexes/texas hold'em
43) Soundtrack?: the wedding singer
44) Movie(s)?: can't think right now
45) TV show(s)?: friends!
46) Season?: fall

Misc.
47) Do you have AOL Instant Messager?: yes
48) If so...how many ppl r on your buddy list?: I'm not on right now?
49) Pets?: no :(
50) Any words or phrases you overuse?: yeah
51) If u could have one wish, what would it be?: to live a happy healthy life with my hunny/have 3 kids/they be fine and healthy

How Do U Feel About..
52) Bill Clinton?: good guy
53) Abortion?: depends on the situation
54) Rap?: used to liten to it
55) Alternative?: ookay
56) Country?: awsome
58) Authority?: ?

Romance
59) Do u have a b/f?: yes
60) If so...how long have you been going out?: 15 months
61) Ever been in love?: yes
62) Who do you like rite now?: my boyfriend Gary silly
63) 1st thing you notice about the opposite sex?: eyes and hair
64) Turnoffs?: no sence of humor
65) What don't you care for in the opposite sex?: cockiness

Getting Personal
66) Deaf/Blind?: neither
67) Pool/Hot tub?: nope
68) Coke/Pepsi?: coke
69) Sunrise/Sunset?: sunset
70) Fast/Slow Dance?: fast
71) Day/Night?: night
72) Baseball/football?: both mets/giants
73) Burger King/McDonald's?: neither
74) Dr. Pepper/Mountain Dew?: mountain dew
75) Sprite/7up?: sprite
76) Christmas/Easter?: christmas
77) How many pillows do u have?: 2
78) Piercings?: 2
79) Bedtime?: when I fall asleep
80) Most humiliating moment?: peeing on the beach with my clothes on in front my bf and his brother only being with him for 3 months
81) Do u get along w/ your parents?: most deffinetly
82) Pochacco/Keropi/Hello Kitty/Badzu Martu?: none
83) Sony/Panosonic?: sony
84) Dog/Cat?: dog
85) Black/White?: black
86) Shampoo and Conditioner?: conditioner
87) Best Friend?: gary/mander/jay
88) MTV/VH1?: mtv
89) Backstreet Boys/nsync?: nsync
90) Partier/Calm/Inbetween?: between
91) Nick Carter/Justin Timberlake?: neither

Have You Ever..
92) Smoked?: yes
93) Taken other drugs?: no
94) Done anything illegal?: yes
95) Failed a subject?: yes
96) Been to a foreign country?: no
97) Had a pet?: yes
98) Moved?: yes
99) Cheated on your b/f / g/f?: no
100) Won an award?: yes
101) Beaten n-e 1 up?: yes
102) Gotten beaten up? yes
103) Played strip poker?: yes
104) Broken the law?: yes [question 94 anyone]
105) Ran away?: no
106) Cheated on a test?: yes
107) Gone skinny dipping?: yes
108) Drank?: yes
109) Broken a bone?: no
110) Kicked n-e 1 in the balls?: yes

Do You Believe In..
111) Magic?: yes
112) Love at first sight?: yes
113) God?: not sure
114) Heaven?: yes
115) Hell?: no
116) Unicorns?: no
117) Horoscopes?: yes
118) Ghosts?: yes
119) Youself?: youself? no but I belive in myself
120) Aliens?: no

About the Opposite Sex
121) Have any regrets?: yes
122) Must have personality traits?: yes
123) Things u love most about guys/girls?: humor/smile/eyes/sensitivity

The Last Time I..
124) Took a shower?: today
125) Ate?: dinner 4 hours ago
126) Drank?: ice tea-5min ago/alc-new years eve
127) Cried?: christmas eve
128) Laughed?: like 10 min ago
129) Brushed your teeth?: this morning
130) Talked on the phone?: 3 min ago
131) Talked on instant messager?: 40 min ago
132) Had a good time w/ friends?: new years eve
133) Slept till 12 on saturday morning?: yesterday
134) Got straight A's?: never
135) Failed a test?: last year

Random
136) What CD's are in your CD player rite now?: beatles/shania twain/tim mcgraw
137) How was your day?: splended
138) Homework?: not at all
139) Who do you seek advice from?: Gary
140) Friend ever moved away from you?: Jeremy :(

Who...
141) Has it easier, guys or gurls?: guys
142) Makes you laugh the hardest?: Gary
143) Has a crush on you?: had/hipple
144) Do you Have a crush on?: Gary lol
145) Do you Hate?: no body
146) Do you Love?: my family/Gary/Gary's family
147) Do you Have the most fun with?: gary/jay and mander
148) Is the Loudest person?: Jill/alexis
149) Is the Most hyper?: Keri/alexis
150) Is the Biggest giggler?: alexis/keri
151) Can you trust a secret with?: mander/Gary/jay/will/jill

Plans 4 Future?
152) Marriage?: yes
153) Kids?: yes
154) College?: yes
155) Job?: teacher
157) Where to live?: jersey or more north
158) Tattoos?: yes already have one and yes plan for more

Finally
159) What do u think of the person who sent you this?: no one sent it to me
160) Best thing that happened today?: the mote aquarium

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 23:32:20 GMT

I HATE VIDEO GAMES!!

Floridia

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 04:40:18 GMT

well haven't updated in awhile I guess. christmas was good. got all kinda of kewl stuff. Gary and I are in florida right now for 10 days. we go home this monday. I hope it snows right as we get home. I just don't wanna go back to work. we're plannin another trip back down here for spring break wiff mander and jay! it's going to be some wonderful fun man!! I can't wait! everything seems to be goin good with me. I'm supposed to get my lisence this month but I doubt it's going to happen cuz I haven't driven very much cuz my dad is a poop head. lol not really, he's just been having insurance problems and doesn't want me to drive while it's all poopie. which I can understand. well Gary, Rich and I are going to play the game of life so I shall update again maybe later when I get back home to nj, if I can find the time.

<3 Gary Alan

woooooooooooooooooooow!

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 23:49:53 GMT

yeah It's been like well over 2 months since I've updated! I'm so lazy/busy! I work 5 days a week and when I'm not working I'm with my hunni and we're usually with mander and jason sooooo yeah. well I'm still working at flowers by addalia ... poopie! I really hate this one lady there though ... tonia shes a fuckin fart ass! everyone else is pretty nice. since I've been there ... robyn just quit one day, donna left for a different job, katie went to just sat cuz school [major poop], and we got a new woman yesterday, gidget, she used to work there awhile ago and shes the front manager so she works with me. and some other lady got hired and then fired cuz she sucks ass! but it's ookay I kinda wanna leave but there is nowhere else where I can make $7.50 an hour and work the good hours I have. so yeah yesterday was garys and mine one year anniversary! I got the most gorgeous braclet which I said was waaaay to much moneys! I got him a cordless controler thing for his ps2, a new zip up hoodie thing, and a new snap up blue like checkered thing but it was to small so we gotta go take it back and get some better! this past weekend Gary, my mom, my dad, my cousin and her bf and I went on vacation to new york state up in the mountains! it was way fun! except for the part of Gary, my mom and dad and I getting lost in the middle of the woods in the pitch black with cyotes [however you spell it] like 20 feet away from you when you know those things don't travel alone ... they travel in packs! it was very very very scary! my legs were trebbeling and my mom was talking to her self ... thats like whoa this was! Gary and my dad kept sayin ... "this isn't good", "I don't know where we are but we need to get the fuck out of here!" yeah it was a LITTLE FUCKIN SCARY! but all is good thanks to me cuz I saw the light on our neighbors house! woooot my mommy got a job at ... walmart ... I feel kinda bed for her cuz the kind of people that work there but shes not one of those types of people if ya know what I mean. she doesn't drive and has nowhere really to go for a good job so, thats where she ended up. ooh well, at least shes not just sittin in the house all day by herself! last week I was sick ... I went home from work mon and took my temp and it was 101.5 and then I laid down all night and woke up the next morning and it was like 100.9 and I felt like shit like whoa so I called out of work and then the rest of the week my temp was high but I went to work only cuz I was takin off the weekend for nys. thursday I think it was, but it went up to 101.8! I don't know what was wrong with me! now my stomach dosen't feel right like I can't eat normally and my throat is sore and I don't know why! I wish I knew so I could make me better! lol well I think thats good enough for now! I'm tired of typing since I do it at work all day. and my throat really hurts! well ... g'night then

<3Gary Alan

woooo

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 19:47:29 GMT

well, I haven't updated in a while. so, we came back from Fla 3 days early cuz we just did. I haven't talked to a lot of people since graduation which isn't just my fault! I finally got my permitt which is so gay cuz I'm 18 and am just gettin my PERMITT! I'm stupid, I know. But I drove the other day. I drove from my friend Jays, all around beatwood and stopped at my Aunts house cuz they were just pullin in her drive way. Then I drove home but I took the back roads. I even drove on 37! but only for like a couple 100ft. I did so awsome though! woo go me. Gary quit workin at quiznos and now works with his Dad at his office in Lakewood. me used to make $6.75 at quiznos and now he makes $10 so yeah I'm ookay with it I guess. lol I got a job and I start this up coming monday. I work at flowers by addalia. full time and it's my first job ever. haha 40 hour weeks and everything. I'm gunna make between $7 and $7.50 starting but not sure yet untill I go monday. I'm so excited! my checks are gunna be over $500 and I'm so like wow! this sunday Gary, Jay, mander and I are going to warped tour and I'm way excited about that! I can't wait! everything seems to be going pretty good right now. except for one thing. my parents. my dad wants to go on that gay camping trip thing again and my mom is gunna leave and go stay with one of my aunts in north bergan if he goes. I wrote him a letter but I don't knwo if it did anything yet cuz the trip is this weekend coming up. the other guys that go bring women and sleep with them and cheat on their wives and have families and shit and, obviously my mom doesn't want to deal with that shit. well, we'll see what happens I guess. hopefully he won't go! I hope! well I'm gunna go and prolly do nothing so I guess I'll just update when I ever I get a chance next.
laters

<3

I love you!

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 22:56:51 GMT

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bOOOOOOOred

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 15:42:58 GMT

woooowhooooo!! I'm leaving for Florida in like 3 hours! YaYness! Gary, Rich, Gary's dad and I are leavin today for 10 days. Gary's mom is already down there. we come back the 26th and then yeah ... well we're gettin ready to leave so I guess I'll update when I get back if I find time! byeeeeeee<3

what's your name? Dana Marie Fischer
what are your nicknames? daner, daner doodle, d-day, d, day, dane
how old are you? 18
how tall are you? 5'7
what color are your eyes? blue but they change a lot
where do you live? TR, NJ
piercings? ears
tattoos? tribal dolphin on my right shoulder
do you get along with your parents? yes
can you do anything freakish with your body? hmmm no
when is your bedtime? whenever I fall asleep
have you ever been arrested? no
who's your role model? ?
what type of shampoo/conditioner do you use? head & shoulders and herbal essences
do you have any pets? no:(
nationalities? irish, german, and norwegian
what is your astrological sign? gemini

Y O U R P R E F E R E N C E S
serious or be funny? both
straight or curly hair? straight
blue green or brown eyes? brown
single or taken? taken<3
simple or complicated? simple
grey or gray? gray
read or write? write
color or black-and-white photos? both
sunrise or sunset? sunset
m&m's or skittles? skittles
rap or rock? rock
what is your biggest fear in the world? dying a lonely life

Y O U R F A V O R I T E
number? 7
holiday: halloween
radio station? 107.3
flower? ?
scent? Garys cologn
if you could be anywhere, where would you be? exactly where I'm goin to be in about 5 hours ... Fla
what would you be doing there? layin on the beach with my baby watchin the sunset

C U R R E N T S
current clothes: pink skirt, black halter/tank, black flip-flops
current mood: excited, anxious
current taste: peperoni pizza stick
current annoyance: packing
current smell: Gary's house
current thing you ought to be doing: waiting to leave for the airport (doing it)
current worry: our flight being delayed
current sound: Gary and Rich watching "What about Bob?"
current fav food: gnnochi
current fav shoes: black flip-flops
current fav TV show: friends
current fav movie: a knights tale, the labyrenth
current fav song: trace adkins - rough and ready
current fav band: linkin park
current crush: Gary<3

L A S T P E R S O N
you touched?: Gary
you talked to: Gary
you hugged?? my mom
you instant messaged: mander
you kissed: Gary
you made out with: Gary
you yelled at: Gary
you laughed with: Gary

H A V E Y O U E V E R
fallen for your best friend: kinda
made out with JUST a friend: at the time we were just friends
been rejected: is that ever a question
been in love: yes
used someone: no
done something you regret: yes
kissed someone: yes
made out with someone: yes
given oral sex: yes
recieved oral sex: yes
had sex: yes
had your heart broken: yes
broken someone's heart: not exaclt broken
hooked up with more then one person at the same time: no

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 18:59:55 GMT

WoW! I can't believe I finally did it! I graduated high school on tues! woowho! it was exciting! lol yet it was really sad, I cried. hehe after the graduation I came back to my house with some family and my mom cooked a whole bunch of yummy food! lol Gary went out with his rents to eat and then he came over the my house. we went out to Christines but we had to poice and then we went back to Garys and slept. yesterday I got my tattoo!!!!! it's so cute, I love it! it's a tribal dolphin on my top right shoulder. the only part that hurt was the end of like my wing bone whatever it's called. but it was all well worth it! my rents like it a lot too! garys mom and his aunt debra like it too! YaY! well I tink I'm gunna jump in da shower!

<3 Gary Alan

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 18:37:13 GMT

[ .001. ] first name: Dana
[ .002. ] middle name: Marie
[ .003. ] last name: Fischer
[ .004. ] nickname(s): daner, d-day, dane, d, day
[ .005. ] gender: Female
[ .006. ] age: 18
[ .007. ] birthday: 5-26-86
[ .008. ] height: 5'7"
[ .009. ] hair color: brown
[ .010. ] eye color: blue [change a lot]
[ .011. ] race: white
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: [supposed to]glasses
[ .013. ] do you have braces: no [need them]
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: long
[ .015. ] where were you born: Toms River, NJ
[ .016. ] current location: TR
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: gemini
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 2
[ .019. ] nationality: german, irish, norwegin
[ .020. ] bad habits: smoking
[ .021. ] piercings you have: ears
[ .022. ] piercings you want: nose [after graduation]
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: not yet
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: dolphin, left shoulder [next week]
[ .025. ] today's date: 6-13-04
[ .026. ] the time: 1:50
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: sure

. : Family : .
[ .028. ] mother's name: Gail
[ .029. ] father's name: Richard
[ .030. ] siblings names: none
[ .033. ] favorite aunt(s): Aunt Diane
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: Uncle Guy
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: -
[ .036. ] worst relative: -
[ .037. ] best relative: -
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: yes
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: on some levels, yes
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: no :(
[ .041. ] what are their name(s): [be-be]
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: [doggie]

. : School : .
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: no
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: I don't know
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 7th
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 11th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mr. Hennessey
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mrs. Amon
[ .050. ] favorite subjects: math
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: english
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy it
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: no but wanted to
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: yes
[ .056. ] favorite dance: homecoming
[ .057. ] favorite memory: senior class picture
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: jr. prom
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: all the fights
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: falling on my ass on the way downtown for lunch freshman year

. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 7
[ .063. ] shoes: flip flops
[ .064. ] saying: reggin!
[ .065. ] tv show: FRIENDS! :(
[ .066. ] sport: football
[ .067. ] vegetable: red cabbage
[ .068. ] fruit: apples
[ .069. ] movie: A Knights Tale
[ .070. ] magazine: 4wheeler
[ .071. ] actors: Jim Carey, Adam Sandler, Matt Perry
[ .072. ] actress: Jennifer Aniston, Julia Roberts, Julia Styles
[ .073. ] candy: sweddish fish
[ .074. ] gum: spermint
[ .075. ] scent: very sexy
[ .076. ] candy bar: skors
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate chip mint
[ .078. ] color: pink
[ .079. ] season: fall
[ .080. ] holiday: 4th of July
[ .081. ] band: a lot
[ .082. ] singer: ?
[ .083. ] group: ?
[ .084. ] rapper: Ja Rule
[ .085. ] type of music: country, punk, hip-hop...
[ .086. ] things in your room: futon, tv, stereo, dresser, desk, stuff...
[ .088. ] radio station: 107.3
[ .089. ] tv channel: 59
[ .090. ] junk food: cookies
[ .091. ] overall food: chicken
[ .092. ] store: pacsun
[ .094. ] fast food: wendys
[ .095. ] restaurant: the office lounge
[ .097. ] time of day: any as long as I'm with my love
[ .099. ] state: NEW JERSEY!! haha babe
[ .100. ] boys name: Jamie
[ .101. ] girls name: Georgiana
[ .102. ] mall: ?
[ .104. ] shampoo: head & shoulders
[ .107. ] car: herbal essences
[ .108. ] music video: ?
[ .109. ] swear word: ass
[ .110. ] word: ?
[ .111. ] month: October
[ .112. ] cartoon character: tweety
[ .114. ] team: GIANTS
[ .115. ] possession: tackle

. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .
[ .116. ] eminem: singer
[ .117. ] dog: sunni
[ .118. ] hot: sweat
[ .119. ] britney spears: blonde
[ .120. ] nsync: gay
[ .121. ] real world: drama
[ .122. ] orange: sour yummy taste
[ .123. ] choice: freedom
[ .124. ] fuck: sex
[ .125. ] bisexual: not pleased
[ .126. ] black: reggin
[ .127. ] ice: cold
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: my baby hates clowns lol
[ .129. ] linkin park: awsome
[ .130. ] jack: in the box
[ .131. ] rainbow: pretty
[ .132. ] cherry: red
[ .133. ] cucumber: Keri
[ .134. ] shark: bite
[ .135. ] lifehouse: ?
[ .136. ] bats: vampire
[ .137. ] leather: jacket
[ .138. ] whip: erotic
[ .139. ] america: the american flag
[ .140. ] water: swimming
[ .141. ] volcano: hot
.
: This or that : .
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b:?r&b
[ .145. ] rock or metal: metal
[ .146. ] rap or pop: rap
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: rap
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: r&b
[ .150. ] pop or metal:metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: r&b
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: limp bizkit
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: Jlo
[ .155. ] hot or cold: cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: neither
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: rob zombie
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: neither
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gg
[ .165. ] football or basketball: football
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: skiing
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red: red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: yellow
[ .172. ] purple or pink: pink
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot!
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pacsun
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol! [weed is for fuck ups!}
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: neither
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby doo
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: neither
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: neither
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: tattoos
[ .184. ] prep or punk: punk
[ .185. ] slut or whore: um neither

. : Private life : .
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: yes
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: yes
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yes
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: yes
[ .190. ] how many people broke your heart: 2
[ .191. ] best quote to sum up love: you never know whats love untill you feel true love within your heart and in your lovers eyes
[ .192. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: more then words can describe
[ .193. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yes
[ .194. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yes
[ .195. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality
[ .196. ] do you smoke: yes
[ .197. ] do you smoke weed: no
[ .198. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .199. ] how about a little x: no
[ .200. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .201. ] beer good or beer bad: bad
[ .202. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: sometimes
[ .203. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor!
[ .204. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: marlboro red

. : Would you ever : .
[ .205. ] bungee jump: yes
[ .206. ] sky dive: no
[ .207. ] swim with dolphins: hell yeah!!
[ .208. ] scuba dive: yes
[ .209. ] go rock climbing: yes
[ .210. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no
[ .211. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no
[ .212. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend : no
[ .213. ] cross-dress: no
[ .214. ] lie to the police: yes
[ .215. ] run from the police: yes
[ .216. ] lie to your parents: yes
[ .217. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no
[ .218. ] be an exotic dancer: sure

. : Have you ever : .
[ .219. ] flashed someone: yes
[ .220. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yes
[ .221. ] been to michigan: no
[ .222. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: yes
[ .223. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .224. ] skateboarded: yes
[ .225. ] skinny dipped: yes lol
[ .226. ] stolen anything: yes
[ .227. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: no
[ .228. ] kicked someone's ass: no but would have liked to
[ .229. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yes
[ .230. ] broke a beer bottle: yes
[ .231. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no
[ .232. ] gone on a road trip: yes
[ .233. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: yes [ .234. ] been to a concert: yes
[ .235. ] got pulled over: no
[ .236. ] got in a car accident: yes
[ .237. ] tried to kill yourself: no
: Opinions : .
[ .238. ] about flag burning: shouldn't be done
[ .239. ] of the war on terrorists: we should kill them all!
[ .240. ] about suicide: those people need to talk and get help
[ .241. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: they should shut the fuck up
[ .242. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: married with my carrer settin off, settleing into a house and starting a family
[ .243. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 yrs: Heather, mander, ?

. : What did you do : .
[ .244. ] last birthday: a suprise party
[ .245. ] yesterday: woke up and waited for my baby to get out of work and went to his house while he worked on his truck with his dad and we went to seaside and saw a lot of people and he won me an awsome stuffed animal and I got cotton candy
[ .246. ] last weekend: camping for prom weekend
[ .247. ] christmas: went tot Florida with my boyfriends family
[ .248. ] thanksgiving: my Aunt Dianes
[ .249. ] new year's eve: still in Fla
[ .250. ] halloween: trick or treating by Jay's house "put it in the shovel"
[ .251. ] easter: ?
[ .252. ] valentine's day: went out all day with my baby

. : the last : .
[ .253. ] thing you ate: cotton candy
[ .254. ] thing you drank: water
[ .255. ] thing you wore: t-shirt & shorts
[ .256. ] place you went: seaside
[ .257. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears ... tattoo next week
[ .258. ] person you saw: Gary
[ .259. ] person you talked to on the phone: John
[ .260. ] song you heard: Kenny Chesney - she thinks my tractor's sexy

. : Now : .
[ .261. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .262. ] what are you drinking: water
[ .263. ] what are you wearing: t-shirt & shorts
[ .264. ] any shoes on: no ... socks
[ .265. ] hair: up
[ .266. ] listening to: nothing
[ .267. ] talking to anyone: no
[ .268. ] are you pissed i made this so long: no

. : Yes or no : .
[ .269. ] are you a vegetarian: no
[ .270. ] do you like cows: sure
[ .271. ] are you a bitch: sometimes
[ .272. ] are you artistic?: yes
[ .273. ] do you write poetry: yes
[ .274. ] are you a fast runner: no
[ .275. ] can you ski: kinda
[ .276. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: yes
[ .277. ] are you straight: yes
[ .278. ] am i annoying you: no

. : Random questions : .

[ .279. ] if you had to have one thing and 1 thing only for the rest of your life, what would you have? my husband-to-be
[ .280. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yes
[ .281. ] do you dream in color or black and white: color
[ .282. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: no
[ .283. ] what's your biggest fear: ?
[ .284. ] do you talk a lot: no
[ .285. ] are you afraid of clowns: haha no
[ .286. ] do you like spiders: no
[ .287. ] how about grape kool-aid: yes
[ .288. ] can you drive: not leigaly
[ .289. ] do you see dumb people: yes
[ .290. ] do you see dead people: no
[ .291. ] any last words: I love my baby with all my heart, I love you Gary Alan Simone Jr.
[ .292. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: watch friends on dvd till my boyfriend gets out of work

Wed, 26 May 2004 20:36:04 GMT

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

Wed, 26 May 2004 20:28:45 GMT

Happy Birthday to ... MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
YaY, today was my 18th berfday.
it's goin along pretty swell so far, besides the fact that my boyfriend was thinking so much about my party he forgot today was my birthday and I had to take two essay finals today in school. they were really easy and fast so I didn't really care about that. it was cute, my dad called me at the exact moment I was born and was like "Happy Birthday, you came into this world exactly 18 years ago from this exact moment", it was cute cuz my dad and I aren't that close for yous who don't know that. I was nice, I amlost cryed. but Garys on his way over here and I think we're gunna order subs with my mom and dad from sub doctor cuz they are having a fundraiser for tr south seniors! YaY. I can't wait till prom and camping, it's gunna fuckin rock! well I have bad sunburn on my back cuz I went to the beach yesterday with Keri and Heather and then Gary came later and it's starting to bother me again. time for more cold ass aloe!

<3
G.A.S.

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Sun, 16 May 2004 16:27:57 GMT

so yeah I haven't updated in a REAAAAALY long ass time! ooh well, shit happens. so theres a lot of shit on my mind right now and I have nothing else better to do cuz my boyfriend is home working on the jeep with his dad. yay (not really). so yeah theres this thing that Gary and I have been hiding from all of our friends except for like 3 of them and they know who they are and I feel like everytime I see everyone I feel like I'm lying to them and I don't like it. I want to tell everyone but I don't think we're gunna say anything untill the situation we're in is gone and we deal with it which hopefully will be next weekend. I just don't want anyone to judge me or Gary in any way because of this and thats why we are going to wait to tell everyone. but yeah, fri night we went to a party at Will's and it was kewl I guess. there was a lot of people I didn't know but a lot of us, my friends, you know what I mean, were there cuz Will told us to come over. Gary and I left at like 11:40 that night and neither of us drank. so we went there again lastnight and well I wish I didn't. the people there, nobody knew them and something happened which I'm not to happy about at this very moment. some kids there were pot heads and yeah we're all some what friends with them cuz they don't do that shit with or around us. so theres this kid and hes rollin a joint and some people go over to watch, for what reason exactly, I don't know. so theres this girl, my best friend,and shes been goin out with her boyfriends for almost 14 months now, when they first started goin out she promised him she would never do that shit again. this kid, her boyfriend does nothing, he doesn't drink doesn't smoke ciggs, no drugs, nothing at all. hes basically a mamas boy but hey, thats fine. so then like 4 months ago I'll say she tells me that she really wants to smoke but would never becuase it would kill her boyfriend and brake his heart, ookay whatever. so were at this perty and I'm watchin them from the other side of the deck outside and her boyfriend gets up to go get a drink and stands there and looks at her right in her face and says, if you do it I'm leavin, if you don't then ookay we'll saty and have fun. shes all like yeah ookay I promise, I sware, I won't do, and they stand there kissin for like 2 min. he goes in the house and I watch her along with my boyfriend and 2 of our good friends, she goe hurry, give me it and takes 3 hits and I wasnt' sure I wanted to get up and punch her in the face or just burst out in tears so I got up and went in the house and sat by myself. then my boyfriend comes in and we're talkin and he tells me that when her boyfriend went in the house we watched out one of the windows and saw her do it. so like 2 seconds later I see her go walkin past the door where we were sittin and walks out and then her boyfriend was like 5 ft behind and they went out the front door, nobody knowing if they left or not. well isn't that some shit, huh?!? later on I went outside to see if I could see their car but it wasn't there. I know that if there was different people standin around that tabel when her boyfriend went in the house, she wouldn't have done it but just because the fact that 3 pot heads were standin there and nobody tellin her not to. it's bull shit! any ways, before I get even more pissed off, yesterday after Gary got out off work Gary, me, Alexis, Paul, Jay, mander, Joey and Shawn went to wildwood for a truck show or some shit. first off, mander only had to work 3 hours that night and they wouldn't let her take off so she quits her job so she could come with us cuz she really wanted to. we get all the way down there, and there was NO FUCKIN TRUCK SHOW! it's that some kinda bull shit! I was wtf man! so we just walked the boardwalk and shit. it was still fun though.
this morning I get up and eat breakfast and call Gary. hes like ookay I'm gunna get dressed call my rents and come over, ookay. like and hour and 20 min pass so I call his house and his dad tells me hes on his way here. he gets here and tells me his dad wants him home to help him clean the jeep and power wash it and shit, when I told Gary lasnight that my mom had asked me if Gary and I could go to my aunts in Lacey today and yeah so I told him when he got here that I'm not goin to his house to sit in his room while he goes outside with his dad for like 4 hours workin on the jeep when I wasn't even in the shower yet or dresses or anything so yeah. now I'm sittin home with nothing to do and nobody to talk to and I'm bored and so yeah. bye

finally, nice weather!

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 18:14:39 GMT

well yeah ... this spring break has been awsome! Garys rents and brother went to fla so the house is empty and I moved in. lol it's been like a constant party. People are alwasy here. it's great. it's so nice out today and my poor hunni has to work and then go to fiber school. it sucks. plus it's our 6 month ann. I rode the quad for the first time like friday or something and then I drove it with Gary on the back and then I did it all by myself! wooo it's oooo much fun. since then we've gone like 3 or 4 times with Torin, Jay, mander, Alexis, Heather, one time Will, and one time Keri. ooh man it's great. but we were gunna go tomorrow and mander told me it's gunna rain which sucks cuz it's so nice today but, NOOOOOOO hehe ooh well shit happens. I have this great thing planned for tonight for mah hunni. hehe I can't wait! it's gunna be like the most romantic thing I ever did and I don't wanna mess it up. hehe I'm such a dork. I hope Aunt Flow doesn't come day or I'll be super pissed and everything will be ruined for tonight. well I have to go and do some more cleaning and crap before Gary gets home from work. laters

I love Gary Alan Simone Jr. with all my heart. I sware baby! I do! *muahs*

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 17:52:22 GMT

omg I haven't writen in sooooo long but I have a story for you guys ... about 2 months ago I was on the last day of my preiod and I had sex and my boyfriend came in me with no condom. we've done that a couple time but I don't know, something was different. so I go about not thinking anything about it for a while. then I realized that I was always feelin sick and shit and that I craved a lot of foods and crap but no biggie. so now I'm like 4 weeks late and threw up like a week ago but like 3 mornings in a row. so like 3 days ago I'm like ookay I'm gunna end this once and for all. so I went to the store and got a home pregnancy test thinkin whatever I know I'm not so I might as well prove that to myself. I go home one day while my boyfriend is at work and I took the test. it said I was pregnant. I didn't believe it so I had one of my friends drive me to the store again and bought 3 other tests. I took them all and they all said the same thing. I don't know how to tell my family and friends and even worse I don't know how to tell my boyfriend ... if life can only got even worse. plus I'm to young to go through with all this right now and I really don't have the money. I don't want this to ruine anything with my friends or family but most importantly the love of my life. so any suggestions on what I should do or how to tell my loved ones. PLEASE let me know! ... one more thing ...

APRIL FOOLS!
I know that gay but I didn't get to do to anybody today so I had to do it some how. lol I know I'm gay but ooh well

<3

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 20:32:48 GMT

Happy St. Patrick's Day!!

well I guess I've just been to lazy and never home to update. ooh well lol I'll just have to start fresh ... soon. : )

I love Gary Alan Simone Jr. <3

NOOOO SNOOOOW!!!!

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 20:10:07 GMT

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

todays 5 months! YaaaaaaaaaaY hehe

fri school was gay. after school Gary and I went to roy rogers and on the way back to his house we saw Wills bronco at the hobby shop so we stopped and said hi. then we went over to my house so I could get stuff that I had to mail and then mailed it. then we went back to his house. Gary Rich and I were all outside doin crap to the truck and checkin everything out. then Jay came over to help Gary change the radiator. then a lil later mander came over. the radiator was to small so they called Will and told him to come over with the $100 cuz it wasn't the right one. then Jay and Gary went to advanced and got the right one for only $160 so it was all good. then Will showed up and gave Gary $80 and the rest laters. then Jay and Gary got back and did everythingand YaY no more heat problem. then everybody left and we ate. then we ran over to my house real fast and then came back here to pick up Rich then we went over to Jays. mander and Will were there and then we all went out to obm. Will was playin with his new rc truck thingy. it was pretty cool but very annoying. then Heather and Fig came out and other people. good times. then came back to Garys and fell asleep untill 12:30ish then went home.
sat was fun!(sarcasim x8) well in the morning that is. then after Gary got out fiber school he came and picked me up and we came back to his house. then we hung out for a lil while and then Rich Gary and I went and got keys made for the truck and got food and then went to the play. it was good. then we came back to Gary and I slept over.
this morning Gary and I woke up and went out to breakfast and the sandcastle dinner in beatwood. then we came back to Garys and hung out and then took Rich to fill his co2 tank. then over by monmouth truck but they was closed. poopie. now I'm sittin here by myself at Garys cuz his rentals are out shoppin and crap and Gary and Rich are over st jonnie and Mellisas helpin then do something with a washer or dryer ro something like that. lol

I wanna go out and do something so we'll see. it's kinda nice out but yet again it's kinda chilli. ooh well I heard we're supposed to get snow tonight and tomorrow. that GAY! no snow! warmer weather would be really really nice! hehe

laters
Gary Alan Simone Jr<3

ooh yeah ... Happy 18th B-day to my cousin Heather!

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 18:30:54 GMT

yeah I remembered what I did sun ... well some parts of it. lol Gary Heather and I went to walmart and I got hair dye and I dyed my hairs dark ash brown. I like it a lot. it's dark and it looks more natural then the red stuff. lol I like it and then I think we just drove around and did nothing some part of the day I remember goin to Garys but yeah

today woke up and showered and Gary came and picked me up. I got a bagel and then we went to abco's and got donuts and went back to his house and ate. then we ran to pep boys to get trans fluid and wipers but he didn't know what size blades he needed. then we went back to his house and picked up Rich. went to school and parked in senior cuz there were no spots in jury cuz all the gay juniors. hehe jus kidding then went to school. it was gay again. then went to Gary so he could get dressed for work and dropped me off at home and he went to work. poopie when he gets out Jay is supposed to some over and help Gary change his radiater. fun! well ... laters

<3 G.A.S.

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 18:06:26 GMT

well yeah ... I haven't updated in a long ass time! lol
well fri night we went out to obm cuz I really wanted to and bla so then lots of people were out there and then Will called Keri and then Keri and Matter came out there cuz Keri just got a truck and Matter just got his license so it was fun! then we left and Keri and Matter followed us to the car wash and they went home and Gary and I went back to my house. then Mander and Jay came to drop of manders truck and she slept over Jays.
sat it was so nice out so I washed my dads car and then Keri and I went and played tennis. good times. then we went back to her house and then over to beachwood beach and started to color but it was to windy and then Gary called us. then we went to Keris and Gary met us there. Keri had to go to work and Gary and I went back to his hosue and hung out with Rich all day cuz his rentals went to AC.
sun I don't rememeber what I did sun ?? lol I'm dumb
mon school then Garys house and went and bought Joeys uncles father-in-laws '87 K5 blazer. it's NICE and BIG! drove around with Gary and his mah to the dmv and shizzie gettin stuff for it. that was basically the extent of the day.
tues school was so gay. I went to homeroom for 10 min, then 4th period witch it Vahey witch was gay cuz I'm 1 out of only 5 seniors in the whole class (rest are juniors), and we had a sub, that was the only class I was goin to be there foe and it was a shortened period. GAY! so I was only in 4th period for like 10 min cuz I went and walked down by the gym to see my hunni! lol then after school Heather and I went over to seaside and went on the beach for an hour. it was sooooo nice. we put our feet in the water and sat on the sand and made stuff. it was a lot of fun! then we went to Figgies house and waited for him to get home from school. then he did his brakes and Heather and I just hung around and did stuff. then Paul showed up and then Gary came there after work. then Jon left for work and the four of us went in Pauls house lol it's comein along nice. then Heather Gary and I went to the beach again and then went for pizza. then after that we went to Kohls cuz I need jeans cuz I riped my favorite pair gettin in the blazer mon. yeah so that sucked and I couldn't find anything. Gary bought me a shirt though. I love it! it says monster truck racing and playing in the mud since 1975. its nice. then we went over to palumbos to see Keri and see when she got off work cuz it was really nice out lastnight. so then we went to my house and Hetaher went home. Gary and I were sittin outside cuz it was so nice out and then Keri called so we went and picked her up. on the way to her house we saw torin, Gary Hipple and some kid Billy. we pulled into tronix and talked it up a lil and then Torin wanted to come with us but Gary and Billy didn't so we picked up Keri and then went and picked up Torin. we went to castle park and we had so much fun cuz it was so nice and come on Torin was with us lol that kid is so great. then a cop was like hey, the parks colsed and night, you have to leave. so that was the end of that. then we drove around and then took the new truck into obm just to drive around and see how she was out there. it was good. just one lil thud noise that sounded like something broke but it seems to be aight. I was kinda tired and it was like 10 so we just called it a night.
today Gary called and woke me up and I took a shower. he came over and we hung out for a lil. then we went over to this place by the blue fountain but it as closed. pooie. then we came back to my house then back out and got ciggs and then went over to jury and nobody was there yet. then went to his house for a lil. then drove Rich to school and saw everybody goin to school but Gary and I just didn't feel like it today cuz it was just gay. then we went to his house untill he had to go to work. then he drove me home and went to work. poopie. now I'm sittin doin nothing. I was gunna get out the phone book and call all the doctors offices by my house for a job but we don't have a new phone book so there goes that idea. now I'm gunan go and ... sit some more
later

I love Gary Alan 4E & always! *muahs* <3

oooooooooooh boy

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 00:41:46 GMT

sat went to the popcorn park zoo with mander, Jay and Reily while Gary was at fiber school. then came home and Gary was here watin for me. then we went ot his house and hung out for a while. don't really remember what else we did during the day lol later that night we went bowling and I sucked, A LOT! I couldn't believe how bad I did.
sun it was really nice out. Gary came over and we went down by Heather and she was washin her car. then we came up to my house and I made french toast for the three of us for breakfast. then we were bored and I really wanted to do something outside cuz it was really nice out and am so tired of sittin in the house and this syupid cold weather! lol so then we got a whole shit load of sports stuff and went over to winding river park. we played softball for a while then got the soccer ball out and kicked it around. then we got tired and sat and threw rocks through the fence. good times! we should do that more often and with more people! then we went over by the lake thing were me and Heather sat once and there were a lot of ducks so we went ot wawa and got bread to feed them. then we went back and feed them. lol then we left and came back to my house. we were hungry so my mom made hot dogs while we ran out for hot dog rolls. came back and my aunt, uncle, and 2 lil cousins were here. YAY! came back, ate, watched a lil of the race, blaaaaaaaa. then Heather left and went over to my aunts in manchester to pick up some movies, 'wrong turn' and 'the life story of david gale'. then we went back to Garys and watched wrong turn with Rich. then came home after the movie cuz it was late
mon it was nice again and after school Gary and I took the ford over to his dads friend and said that basically the truck wasn't worth $4500 and that the front a rear seals on the trans were leaking. blaaaaaaa. that was really shitty but ooh well, theres plenty more fish in the sea, they just have to be lifted on big tired! hehehe then Gary drove me home later and he had fiber school. poopie, but he came over after.
yesterday Gary and I went over by Keris for a lil with Heather to see Keris new truck. Matter got his license ... I'm jealous. Keris truck is really nice ... I'm jealous again lol then Gary and I went and drove around all day lookin for trucks and shizzie.
after all that we went back to Garys and hung out. ate. then Gary, Rich and I watched 8 mile. it was good. I liked it.
today was kinda nice out. after school Keri took me for a ride in the new truck and went to the store to get ciggs. then sat in jury waitin for Heather. then Heather came out and Heather and I went to quiznos and ate and saw my hunni! I love him! then Heather and I went to Kohls and tried on clothes and window shopped but inside the store lol they have a lot of nice stuff. I really need to go shoppin ... well before that I really need a job. lol a couple more things. then she drove me home and sat for a lil started paintin my toe + finger nails and mander called me and then her and I went to quiznos and just she ate cuz I already ate there earlier. saw my babe again! *muahs* then she drove me home and Gary was gettin off in like 5 min so he was at my house like 10 min after I got there so that was good stuff! lol then we went over to his house and went in the hot tub for a while. then we went to mcds and came to my house before he had to go to fiber school. we looked at pictures of me and my family and stuff from a long time ago. it was good. then Gary left and my mom and I continued to look at the pictured. I love lookin at pictures. lol good stuff! now I have nothing to do. might go take a bath and shower and try to to my nails again. lol sounds good.
aighty ... laters

<3Gary Alan

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 06:20:00 GMT

tonight was a good night. after school we came to my house and chilled and played some cards and then Heather came over and we played some more cards. then fig came over and we played some more cards lol then we had all said that we were going to go to the movies at 9:10 to see 50 first dates cuz Gary got off at 9 and Heather, Jon and I were going to met him there. so I shower and get all ready to go and call Heather at like 7ish to see if they wanted to leave a lil early and go to eat at quiznos then met Gary at the movie theater. then Heather calls me to tell me they are not goin anymore. fun! they changed their plans to go play pool with Jons brother which I'm totally sure that Jon wanted to do that but hey it happens. so Gary even got out of work early to go so we said hey, we're still gunna go. so we did! lol it was a really good movie. it was funny as all hell! '10 second Tom' haha then we left and got something to eat and caem back to my house and played some racko. lol I was the winner 3/4 hehe sowwie hunni, you'll get better lol not I'm tired but not really like I know I could saty up for prolly another hour but I'm tired and my eyes hurt. ya know what I'm talkin about. lol and I kinda have a head ache so yeah I'm goin to bed

nighty night night

I love Gary Alan<3
*muahs*

I LOVE THIS SONG!

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 22:18:22 GMT

Restless tonight
Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It’s nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that line

If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something

I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time

Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds

- finger eleven

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 00:38:42 GMT

blaaaaaaaaaa
monday Gary and I cleaned up the house and hung out and Heather came over and we worked on our papers for English. thats was poopie! then she got a show, it was very very interesting. lol yeeeeah anywho tues school it was gay and left in the middle of 5th cuz problems. spent the day goin around and to the doctors and hospital and stuff. crazy stuff kids. finally got out of the hospital and went to get food at like 7 and then back to Garys to eat. then Gary and I fell asleep till till his mom woke us up at like 11:20 I guess. it was snowin when we got food and by the time he went to take me home everything was covered. I so thought we weren't going to have school today, but we did. today we had an hour and a half delayed opening. poopie Gary was late pickin me up so we just sadi fuck it and didn't go to school. not like we missed anything important anyways. lol so we went to ihop and then drove down by seaside and then drove and drove and drove and then went by the fiberhouse and then went to jury to see who was out there and what was goin on and who did and didn't go to school. we saw Jon, Gary H, Mike G, twitch, and then Heffer came. they all went places to eat. Gary and I came to my house for a lil and then went ot his house and hung out. ate dinnner there and then Gary had fiber school so yeah I have nothing to do and I'm bored at the moment. lol well I'm gunna go find something to do while my loves away.

freckles on your ear
your calves
tuft/red dot
back
shoulders
eye brows
feet
arms
lips
soft hands
freckles on your chest
chest hair
your bare butt when you lay
your smile
the way you make me laugh with the smallest effort
big brown eyes
making me feel like a better person
being there for me to love
being so sweet
loving me
being you
...
theres much much more to you then what meets the eye but I catch it all and I love you for every little thing that is a part of you. with all my heart, I love you!
*muahs*

<3